Grandma

A few days ago when mom called me and told me that my grandma wasn't doing so well, I wasn't bothered, I told her to just let me know when she died. Well last night it happened. I am glad that she is no longer suffering. At first I was totally fine with it because after all I didn't know her very well other than the fact that she was an unhappy woman, but about 15 minutes after I got off the phone with my mom I was thinking about grandma and how I didn't know her and I started crying because of that fact. I don't know my grandma and I regret not taking more time to get to know her regardless of how unhappy or unkind she was, she was my grandma. I feel now that I have to take the time and go to the memorial service that they are going to have for her.